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Oh, I'm sure they are.

[...Silver's a fucking mess.]

Will you be leaving here as well at that time...?

Mm, I probably should since my place is a bit closer to work. But...

[...There really isn't a reason to stay. He might be a bit concerned about Wesker's well-being but he seems fine right now, right? He should be fine, anyway. He'd insist he will be, at least.]

Well, I suppose I haven't gotten sick of you yet!

[So obviously the best way to handle it is to deflect, as usual.]

I wasn't asking because I'm interested in throwing you out. Simply trying to sort schedules.

[...So you don't enter the house after work and get a fucking faceful of overexcited dog.

That said, though...]

...Are you sure everything is fine?

[Maybe if he knew what the problem was he could articulate it, but as it stands he doesn't. Jaeger shrugs after a moment.]

Well, maybe I'll stay for a bit longer, if you truly aren't throwing me out, that is!

[He doesn't answer the question, but he seems fine enough.]

I'm not.

That also isn't what I asked.

[You don't let him get away with anything, do you?]

I'm fine! I'm fine, I promise.

[...]

I suppose I'm still a little worried about you, but I'm sure you'll tell me that everything will be fine, ja?

[Something in that seems to strike him oddly, and it takes him a moment to bite back his kneejerk response of "yes, much like you just did."]

What are you worried about, exactly?

...I'm worried about how you'll handle everything, I suppose? That's not to say I don't think you can handle it or anything silly like that, but I'm worried that...

[Oh, that's it, isn't it?]

I'm worried that it'll make it easier for you to avoid me if you really want to. And I know it wasn't intentional this time, but what if it happens again? It'll be a little harder for me to tarck you down if I'm not staying with you, ja?

[Now that he's admitted it, it sounds kind of pathetic...]

[...That's...]

So you think I'll cut you off - that I'll decide I want to avoid or ignore you for some reason, while trying to take on something I can't handle by myself.

Is that it?

[...Just...trying to understand what the hell you're getting at here, Jaeger, give him a second.]

Mm... Yes, I suppose that's it. It's silly, isn't it? If anyone can handle what you've been stuck with, it's you. And there's no reason to think you will avoid or ignore me, intentional or otherwise.

[But he's worried anyway, and he can't really explain why.]

[He's quiet for a moment at that - trying to process it, though he seems a bit confused in a muted sort of way.]

...I appreciate the concern, at any rate.

[That...seems as good a place as any to start?]

[That gets Jaeger to settle a little, though he's not sure when he got so tense in the first place.]

Well, I'm glad you do! The whole thing seems a bit ridiculous, really.

[It does and it doesn't; he isn't altogether sure how to articulate it, but he is grateful in some way that Jaeger is willing to do all of this for him.

Something is digging at him in the back of his mind, though - something about the memories he's been receiving, about the things he's done to people that have trusted him and wanted nothing but the best for him - and it takes him a moment to shake it off.]

...Either way. I'm not throwing you out, as I've said.

Do as you see fit.

Then I'll stay for a bit longer, at least. That should help ease my worries, ja? You'll be just fine and I'll leave once I've gotten over these silly worries.

[And if he doesn't get over them in a few days then he'll... well, he'll try to convince himself he has. As much as he enjoys staying with Wesker (which is a lot, surprisingly, considering the dogs), he really can't stick around forever.]

[He really doesn't mind having Jaeger over, as long as cornering him in the goddamn kitchen doesn't end up being a frequent occurrence.]

...If I'm having difficulties due to memories, I'll tell you as much, under the condition that you don't try to pry if I don't want to discuss it.

[...]

This extends to trying to ply me with alcohol, by the way.

[Hopefully that won't become a reoccurring thing! Hopefully...]

Hey, I've been good about that lately, haven't I?

[He holds up his hands in surrender and laughs though.]

It's a promise. Just make sure to hold up your end and don't make me seek you out, ja?

I suppose, simply because I would really prefer you not do that in the first place.

[It's calmer than he has been for the past while, however; this is...good, it's a good agreement to come to.]

You won't have to worry about it again, hopefully!

[Yes, this is definitely a good agreement to come to.]

[...]

Perhaps we should go out, as you'd suggested. Not now, but tonight.

I'd like that. Where would you like to go?

[Good question.]

Right now I'd settle for "anywhere not on this property, preferably not involving the beach."

[HE IS SO FUCKING SICK OF THE OCEAN.]

[That'll get him to laugh, okay.]

I certainly don't blame you! We can avoid the beach! Let's just go out and see what catches our interest; I'm sure something will!

...That sounds like as good an idea as any.

[No, really, he usually prefers to have a plan? But not having one tonight sounds fine by him, for some reason he can't really place.]

[Plans are for squares anyway, Wesker!!]

Excellent! I'm looking forward to it!

[...And that would be more or less how they ended up on the streets of the city at some odd hour of the night, well before the late-night establishments close but after most people would be out and about; Wesker doesn't really have any criteria for where he would and wouldn't prefer to end up, short of "nowhere near the ocean" and "preferably not a bar." That latter one isn't due to concern that Jaeger will try to get him intoxicated enough to talk or do something stupid that he wouldn't normally, and more due to...well, it's a Monday, and he is not quite desperate enough to go drinking on a goddamn Monday.

But the city is nice at night, he supposes, and not having anywhere specific to be hasn't stopped him from parking in one of the city lots so they can just wander at their leisure for the time being.

So. Here they are.]

...I don't think I've ever done this properly, you know. Just been here at night with nowhere in particular to go.

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