I understand that entirely... That's been my experience this entire time. I know I was trying to do something, but I have no idea how I was going to manage that with what I was currently doing. Hopefully more memories will make things clearer...
It's extremely frustrating. Usually the reasoning behind my actions is surprisingly straightforward, even if the actions themselves are confusing or don't make much sense in the scheme of things - I don't understand why infiltrating a cult was necessary, because there must have been less insipid ways to go about it, but I know I did it because they had something I wanted.
What happened at the mansion, however... I don't see how it joins up.
I still can't over some of the things you've told me about your past life...
[Infiltrating a cult. Singing opera to leeches... Okay, it's mainly the leeches.]
It really is frustrating, especially because it makes perfect sense in the memory. Then as soon as you look at it, whatever logic was there promptly falls apart. I'm sorry you're stuck dealing with that too; hopefully you'll remember more about it soon.
It's likely for the best that I didn't try to ask that apparition of Birkin last month if he kept that leech; he apparently wouldn't have known, either.
I find it likely that he destroyed it, honestly - he likely got what he wanted out of it and got rid of it. That seemed to be what we did with most things, at any rate.
So it's not a terribly interesting answer, but to my knowledge it's the most likely.
It was usually larger than the average person, which is more or less normal - most mutated things that I recall are. But it wasn't by much. Perhaps eight feet tall at the most, and the result was generally human-shaped, albeit entirely formed out of those tentacle-like masses.
[He goes quiet abruptly, his body becoming rather still all of a sudden; his eyes are unfocused, staring blankly at the empty space a few inches in front of his face. It's likely something you're fairly familiar with, the general reaction (or lack thereof) of a person receiving a memory of some sort.
It takes him a moment to shake it off; give him a second, it won't take him too long.]
...Ah. Sorry about that, it... You know how it is.
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What happened at the mansion, however... I don't see how it joins up.
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[Infiltrating a cult. Singing opera to leeches... Okay, it's mainly the leeches.]
It really is frustrating, especially because it makes perfect sense in the memory. Then as soon as you look at it, whatever logic was there promptly falls apart. I'm sorry you're stuck dealing with that too; hopefully you'll remember more about it soon.
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You still aren't over the leeches in any capacity, are you.
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[Wesker.]
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I honestly wonder what he would have said... "What do you think" perhaps?
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That sounds like him, anyway.
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So it's not a terribly interesting answer, but to my knowledge it's the most likely.
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[Though given what he's seen of Uroboros, that's honestly worse.]
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It wasn't usually massive like that, at least.
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It was usually larger than the average person, which is more or less normal - most mutated things that I recall are. But it wasn't by much. Perhaps eight feet tall at the most, and the result was generally human-shaped, albeit entirely formed out of those tentacle-like masses.
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I see. Why were things different with Excella?
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I threw her out on a deck where I'd left about a hundred or so corpses for her to consume once she was overcome by the virus.
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he is trying so hard not to say "i see" again, but honestly what are you supposed to do with this]
Well, that's... certainly something, isn't it...
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[He goes quiet abruptly, his body becoming rather still all of a sudden; his eyes are unfocused, staring blankly at the empty space a few inches in front of his face. It's likely something you're fairly familiar with, the general reaction (or lack thereof) of a person receiving a memory of some sort.
It takes him a moment to shake it off; give him a second, it won't take him too long.]
...Ah. Sorry about that, it... You know how it is.
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Ja, I do. What did you remember?
[And perhaps more importantly, are you okay...?]
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