I know things won't be easy, and I certainly don't expect them to be! But no matter what happens, I'll always be right here by your side, and I'll continue to do what I can to help you and make you happy. That does mean so much to me, after all... I always want you to be able to enjoy this life, despite all the difficult things we end up going through.
I believe...at least as far as I'm concerned, I'm not going to worry about differentiating between who I am now and who I used to be anymore.
[It's difficult to put it into words; even once he has, he's not entirely certain it's what he's trying to get across.]
It's one of the things I've been thinking about lately - since the incident in the hospital, and what happened at Magatus. These things upset me because they're too close to my experiences, not someone else's...
I know we've been saying that it's important to keep our current lives separate from our past lives, but I don't know if I feel right doing that anymore.
I think I understand. It is difficult to look at it as though it's another person's memories and feelings we've been receiving. They're our past lives, so they'll always be a part of us in some way, whether we want to acknowledge that or not.
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It's important for you to do what you believe is best for you. If you want to look at it like that, then I'll support you, of course. It might take a bit of getting used to, but I can certainly do that.
It doesn't change our situation, in the end; it isn't as though I'm claiming that I'm an entirely different person because of it. I'm just at a different stage of my life now.
He's who I used to be, in the same way that the person I was ten years ago is who I used to be, and I'm willing to accept that.
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I know things won't be easy, and I certainly don't expect them to be! But no matter what happens, I'll always be right here by your side, and I'll continue to do what I can to help you and make you happy. That does mean so much to me, after all... I always want you to be able to enjoy this life, despite all the difficult things we end up going through.
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[...]
I believe...at least as far as I'm concerned, I'm not going to worry about differentiating between who I am now and who I used to be anymore.
[It's difficult to put it into words; even once he has, he's not entirely certain it's what he's trying to get across.]
It's one of the things I've been thinking about lately - since the incident in the hospital, and what happened at Magatus. These things upset me because they're too close to my experiences, not someone else's...
I know we've been saying that it's important to keep our current lives separate from our past lives, but I don't know if I feel right doing that anymore.
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I think I understand. It is difficult to look at it as though it's another person's memories and feelings we've been receiving. They're our past lives, so they'll always be a part of us in some way, whether we want to acknowledge that or not.
[...]
It's important for you to do what you believe is best for you. If you want to look at it like that, then I'll support you, of course. It might take a bit of getting used to, but I can certainly do that.
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He's who I used to be, in the same way that the person I was ten years ago is who I used to be, and I'm willing to accept that.
[...]
I'm glad you understand.
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Though you've changed a lot even since I first met you, so I suppose that's only natural!
[He'll lean in to nuzzle Wesker a bit, okay.]
You don't have to worry, of course I understand.
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Tonight, once the sun has gone down - do you want to go find a building somewhere and go up?
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[So much nuzzling...]
I love you so much, Albert.
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[That feels nice, all right, don't stop.]