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NOAH ISAACS

Albert Wesker. Pharmaceutical Research and Development. This surely won't end poorly.

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I was kidnapped as a child, for the sake of being brainwashed and experimented on. I haven't remembered going through it; I don't know if I ever will, given that I didn't remember the details of the incident in my past life, either.

I do know that it was something I went through with dozens of other children. When there were thirteen of us left, we were all made to inject ourselves with viruses. Only two of us survived - my sister and I. We were also made to work for the man who did all of that to us, once we were old enough.

Those are the reasons I have in my memories to take up grievances with people.

[livingimpaired]

In short, your other self saw the evil of the world. He saw that the evil was not punished by the world but rewarded for it, instead. If humanity can allow such to exist, it would be better to simply restart with "survivors" rather than "winners," right?

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I never directly admitted as such back then - not to myself or anyone else. But overall, I do believe that to be the case.

I wanted to write a new history for the world. One of my choosing, one that I could control. One that wasn't governed by the current laws of humanity, because as far as I could see that would only lead it to ruin.

[livingimpaired]

It would be admitting that "you" have no control, and for someone that is to be a god, that is not something anyone can just admit.

Humanity is one that is filled with contradictions. But I do believe that society is mostly "good." It mostly strives for the ideals of good and just. Whether it actually achieves it is another matter. But I have always liked that about humanity. For all of its flaws, it continues to try with its laws and morals.

[manufactured]

I have an easier time believing that now than I ever could have back then - that despite all of humanity's inherent flaws and troubles, for the most part people do try their best, if nothing else.

[livingimpaired]

Right?
Though, I feel if we say that too many times to others... we shall be accused of being bleeding hearts.

[manufactured]

Somehow I doubt that will end up being too much of a concern.

[livingimpaired]

Such negativity.
But it's nice to hear you making some jokes.
You really are sounding a lot lighter than even a month ago.

I suppose my offer of allowing you to be angry at someone -- even a surrogate someone like myself -- really was mostly unneeded.

[manufactured]

Last month was...stressful, for several reasons.

But consider it appreciated either way, necessary or otherwise.

[livingimpaired]

Agreed.

I will consider it appreciated, then.