I'm not entirely sure what you want to hear. The part where I personally murdered a woman that was in love with me? The part where I probably killed my...I don't know if she was my wife or my girlfriend at the time, but either way she was pregnant with my child at the time that I abandoned her, and I absolutely destroyed the area I sent her back to.

I learned to murder people when I was a child. I had plenty of siblings to practice that particular skill on, because about two hundred of us were captured and kept in some mad scientist's basement so we could be experimented on and brainwashed into serving him. Shall I continue, or is this sounding dire enough that you understand why I'm not fond of you trivializing it, since apparently the guilt from everything else that I've done isn't enough for you to comprehend why I don't like hearing things like that?

This isn't anywhere near the same level. I would appreciate you not acting as though it is.