I know you do, and it means a lot to me. I know you can heal from quite a lot, and I don't mean to sound like I don't believe that or anything... I just don't want you to get hurt.
There's not much pain in it, you know. Even when there probably should be. There are a few exceptions, but usually it isn't anything that slows me down any.
...Yes, it has been a bit strange. Part of that is because of the blastia, of course...
[His left hand rests over it for a moment before he catches himself and lowers it.]
But I've also been thinking about just how much things have changed. This time last year was... incredibly difficult. I have a hard time thinking back to it, to be honest. It was all incredibly overwhelming, and I couldn't even imagine being able to look back on it.
[Not to say he didn't think he'd live long enough or anything like that, it was just incredibly hard to look toward the future.]
...I never would have imagined that I'd be married and in a much happier place. It's still a little difficult to consider it, but I'm doing much better than I was last year. I think I'll always have some trouble with the blastia, but I've come a long way since then.
[He's quiet for a moment at that, offering a soft noise to indicate that he's listening but not much more; he keeps running his hand gently through Jaeger's hair, though, he's not stopping with that, and when he does speak his words are about as gentle as they tend to get with him.]
[That gets him to grin, the expression bright and genuine. He's always appreciated praise, and it means the world coming from someone he loves so much.]
I'm really happy to hear that, Albert. It... really does mean a lot to me. Looking back on all of it, I'm kind of amazed I've managed to come this far... Though I still have plenty to work on. I'm not exactly perfect yet, after all~!
I'm so glad... I know I don't have to thank you for it, but it really does mean so much to me... I could never get tired of saying it! I love you so much, Albert.
I'm really happy to have you here. I'll always be right here by your side.
[He doesn't like acknowledging it, but he knows it might not be for as long as he'd like. What matters is that they can stay together for the time they have, and he's going to enjoy it while he can.]
Of course, there's no way I'm going anywhere! You did agree to marry me, so you're stuck with me!
I already have everything I want - I have you! I really can't imagine ever wanting anything more.
[He laughs after that, though.]
You don't need to worry about getting me anything! Though maybe set aside some time to spend with me next weekend; I'll take the day off and we can just spend time together, that's always nice!
Of course! If you'd like to spend longer than just a day, I can arrange for that! As long as you'd like; it's not like I have to worry about how much things will be without me around!
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I try not to let anything hurt me, even if it'll heal. I know you don't like that.
[It's gentle, though.]
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I know you do, and it means a lot to me. I know you can heal from quite a lot, and I don't mean to sound like I don't believe that or anything... I just don't want you to get hurt.
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[Though given what he saw in that dream... Well, that makes a lot of sense, really.]
Still... I don't like the idea of you getting hurt, even if it isn't difficult to heal, and even if it doesn't hurt all that much.
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[So much hair-playing, okay.]
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[It's gentle though, of course. The hair-playing's really nice, don't stop, okay...]
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[...]
Have you been all right today...? I know it's likely been a bit strange, given the past year.
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[His left hand rests over it for a moment before he catches himself and lowers it.]
But I've also been thinking about just how much things have changed. This time last year was... incredibly difficult. I have a hard time thinking back to it, to be honest. It was all incredibly overwhelming, and I couldn't even imagine being able to look back on it.
[Not to say he didn't think he'd live long enough or anything like that, it was just incredibly hard to look toward the future.]
...I never would have imagined that I'd be married and in a much happier place. It's still a little difficult to consider it, but I'm doing much better than I was last year. I think I'll always have some trouble with the blastia, but I've come a long way since then.
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You know how proud I am of you, don't you?
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I'm really happy to hear that, Albert. It... really does mean a lot to me. Looking back on all of it, I'm kind of amazed I've managed to come this far... Though I still have plenty to work on. I'm not exactly perfect yet, after all~!
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[It's light, though.]
I'll be here for you. No matter what you're working through.
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[Saying it still doesn't come easily to him, it really never has; just the same, he will say it, and he does mean it.]
You make me very happy, you know.
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I know, and I'm so happy I can. I always want to do everything I can for you, and I'm so pleased that I can make you happy!
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Of course you do.
[That's nice, all right...]
I want to be here with you for as long as I can.
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[He doesn't like acknowledging it, but he knows it might not be for as long as he'd like. What matters is that they can stay together for the time they have, and he's going to enjoy it while he can.]
Of course, there's no way I'm going anywhere! You did agree to marry me, so you're stuck with me!
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[...This is really nice...]
I never know what to give you for things like this... Is there anything you want?
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[He laughs after that, though.]
You don't need to worry about getting me anything! Though maybe set aside some time to spend with me next weekend; I'll take the day off and we can just spend time together, that's always nice!
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...I'd like that. I was going to ask if you would mind doing something similar, really...
[...It's...sort of approaching the end of the month and he would appreciate not being left to his own devices all weekend, honestly.]
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Of course! If you'd like to spend longer than just a day, I can arrange for that! As long as you'd like; it's not like I have to worry about how much things will be without me around!
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[He'll pull away a bit, then.]
Shall we go, then? Seeing as you apparently want to go somewhere that isn't the waffle house.
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