...At some point I was working with a group that seemed to be, for all intents and purposes, my own personal army. I don't know when I was working with them, chronologically, or what we were doing most of the time. But I know that at one point we were tasked with altering human DNA by splicing it with something else. Some sort of...anomalous mold spores.
We created a viable human embryo out of this project; I believe it may have been female. We called it E-001. I don't know what happened to it afterwards.
...The other memories I've received recently have been a bit strange as well, but nothing terrible. I'm just not altogether certain what to think of them. In most of them I was being surprisingly decent to Chris, even though I had no real reason to be.
The last one I received before...that with E-001 was somewhat less pleasant; I nearly killed him. Choking him again, before moving to punch his ribs out. Jill was there, this was happening right in front of her.
I'm not surprised to hear that. It's happened quite a few times now, ja?
[He moves a little, leaning in closer before settling again.]
Even if it's not surprising, it's probably still difficult. If there's ever anything I can do to help, you can let me know. Even if it's just sitting here like this, you know I'll always do what I can for you.
Sometimes I still dream about them. Chris and Jill, primarily. Once in a while I have dreams about Birkin as well, back when we were in the compound together.
They're almost never bad dreams anymore; they're usually positive, oddly so. I'm not sure what to make of that.
[...hang on, let him shift a little so he can get a better look at you.]
That's wonderful to hear. I didn't think you were having as many nightmares anymore, but hearing that you're having positive dreams with them in it... That's great, Albert. That's really nice.
The nightmares have been subsiding a good amount. Once in a while I still have them, but it's not nearly as often anymore.
[It's been good, honestly.]
A good amount of the positive ones take place back in Raccoon City, before the outbreak - back when I was working with S.T.A.R.S. I don't think they're actual memories; they feel different. But it's good to have them regardless.
[He sort of has to think about it for a moment; they certainly aren't bad, it's just sort of weird to quantify whether he likes them or not - he hadn't really thought about it.]
...I think so. It's a little strange to think about; I don't know if I ever really spent time with people like that or if I kept to myself back then. I suppose it's possible that it's just what I would have wanted for myself... Either way, though, I think I like them well enough.
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[Good, he's glad you've accepted your fate.]
Oh, but you were going to tell me about that memory you received, right?
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[God, where do you even. start.]
...At some point I was working with a group that seemed to be, for all intents and purposes, my own personal army. I don't know when I was working with them, chronologically, or what we were doing most of the time. But I know that at one point we were tasked with altering human DNA by splicing it with something else. Some sort of...anomalous mold spores.
We created a viable human embryo out of this project; I believe it may have been female. We called it E-001. I don't know what happened to it afterwards.
[...HE CREATED A CHILD OUT OF MOLD, JAEGER.]
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[THIS IS SO FAR OUT OF LEFT FIELD HE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO REACT]
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[He is so done, Jaeger.]
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[NO HE DOESN'T]
Do you know what ever happened to her?
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[...why was his life like this.]
Honestly, I would have preferred remembering whatever happened to Birkin's leech.
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[...]
And here I thought things couldn't get any weirder... It's good it wasn't a terrible memory, but still...
[why was your past life Like This...]
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[...Much to...no one's surprise, probably...]
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[Of course you didn't.]
Well, thanks for sharing, I suppose...? What a strange memory...
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The last one I received before...that with E-001 was somewhat less pleasant; I nearly killed him. Choking him again, before moving to punch his ribs out. Jill was there, this was happening right in front of her.
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I'm sorry to hear that. It must have been difficult to remember that. Are you okay, Albert?
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[He moves a little, leaning in closer before settling again.]
Even if it's not surprising, it's probably still difficult. If there's ever anything I can do to help, you can let me know. Even if it's just sitting here like this, you know I'll always do what I can for you.
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Sometimes I still dream about them. Chris and Jill, primarily. Once in a while I have dreams about Birkin as well, back when we were in the compound together.
They're almost never bad dreams anymore; they're usually positive, oddly so. I'm not sure what to make of that.
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[...hang on, let him shift a little so he can get a better look at you.]
That's wonderful to hear. I didn't think you were having as many nightmares anymore, but hearing that you're having positive dreams with them in it... That's great, Albert. That's really nice.
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[A reasonably short while ago, he would have said he doesn't deserve anything like that, wouldn't he?]
...I think so too, yes.
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I'm really pleased to hear that... Thank you for telling me. I... I'm really happy.
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I didn't realize that it would be so important to you.
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Of course it is. I do worry about you, you know! It's nice to know I don't have to worry as much, about that at least!
[It's gentle teasing, but it's true...]
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[It's been good, honestly.]
A good amount of the positive ones take place back in Raccoon City, before the outbreak - back when I was working with S.T.A.R.S. I don't think they're actual memories; they feel different. But it's good to have them regardless.
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Those do sound like interesting dreams, though! Are you going on missions or is it downtime that you're dreaming about?
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[He can see where it might just be really weird, honestly.]
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...I think so. It's a little strange to think about; I don't know if I ever really spent time with people like that or if I kept to myself back then. I suppose it's possible that it's just what I would have wanted for myself... Either way, though, I think I like them well enough.
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