The situation with Chris was...complicated. I hated him completely, but that never did change the fact that he was the best man I had on the force, and he was rather shamelessly my favorite before then. Even after the fact, I praised him often; I think I still found him important, in my own way. I liked it when he would pursue, at any rate, even if ideally those enounters would have ended with him dead.

[...It's weird.]

Even so, I did seem to enjoy the powers that came with it. The rest followed eventually.