[ Yes, and no. But this is something that Wesker has told him would happen; it's the interest that outweighs his morals and reason. He lives his life so rigidly logical and rational with little regard to emotions. It is the first time that he has felt something so powerful that it overtakes him. Yes, that is the drug of it, but-- ]
No. So I have no reason to continue with it.
[ It is Oda that he has interest in, anyway. Everyone else doesn't matter to him. ]
That's a poor way of wording it. What I mean simply is I will not continue with it. I cannot ask for redemption for my actions yet sin with my next. In some ways, I'm offering you confession so that it is written. In another way, it is me reminding myself to cease this madness. It will go nowhere. It will lead to nothing. And writing it down in empty space, while good, does not feel as real as telling someone else.
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No.
So I have no reason to continue with it.
[ It is Oda that he has interest in, anyway. Everyone else doesn't matter to him. ]
That's a poor way of wording it.
What I mean simply is I will not continue with it.
I cannot ask for redemption for my actions yet sin with my next.
In some ways, I'm offering you confession so that it is written.
In another way, it is me reminding myself to cease this madness.
It will go nowhere.
It will lead to nothing.
And writing it down in empty space, while good, does not feel as real as telling someone else.