That is more than fair. The most you can do is sigh at this series of miserable events.
But I don't want it to continue to happen. I want to conquer it. That man is one that is suffering, too. Not just in knowing me, but that is adding to his pains. I have a wish to help him yet every time I try to give counsel to show that he is not an empty person, that he does, indeed, care about what he's feeling toward others -- I end up threatening his loved ones in the process. I have no desire to hurt them. I have no desire to bring harm to them. There's no reason to even drag them into the mess presently happening. Other than in a scenario to show that his reaction is one that proving that he cares.
... I am not feeling the level of despair the nights before. I am merely feeling frustrated at my lack of resolve. Even if you say it will continue to happen, I want to be able to control it to do something of "good."
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That is more than fair.
The most you can do is sigh at this series of miserable events.
But I don't want it to continue to happen.
I want to conquer it.
That man is one that is suffering, too.
Not just in knowing me, but that is adding to his pains.
I have a wish to help him yet every time I try to give counsel to show that he is not an empty person, that he does, indeed, care about what he's feeling toward others --
I end up threatening his loved ones in the process.
I have no desire to hurt them.
I have no desire to bring harm to them.
There's no reason to even drag them into the mess presently happening.
Other than in a scenario to show that his reaction is one that proving that he cares.
...
I am not feeling the level of despair the nights before.
I am merely feeling frustrated at my lack of resolve.
Even if you say it will continue to happen, I want to be able to control it to do something of "good."