I didn't care about her back then, I know that much. I was using her, for her resources and her money both. I assume research into Uroboros was obscenely draining.
But it's as I said, we were...highly possessive of each other. Her moreso than me; she wanted to rule with me, over the 'new world' I would be creating. She asked me once if she'd proven herself yet, whether she deserved it or not, and I didn't give her a direct answer.
But I think I was fond of her, in my own way.
[It's weird as hell to think about, honestly? But it's one of the few conclusions he can draw from any of that.]
I don't know for certain, because my memories of that time are strange like that...but I did keep her with me until the very end, apparently, despite the fact that I wouldn't have needed her at that point. I also trusted her with whatever we were doing with that injection, and as I said, I think I was living with her at the time.
And there's also the matter of what I named her; I still don't know what I'm supposed to think, regarding that.
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[He is considering it, though.]
I didn't care about her back then, I know that much. I was using her, for her resources and her money both. I assume research into Uroboros was obscenely draining.
But it's as I said, we were...highly possessive of each other. Her moreso than me; she wanted to rule with me, over the 'new world' I would be creating. She asked me once if she'd proven herself yet, whether she deserved it or not, and I didn't give her a direct answer.
But I think I was fond of her, in my own way.
[It's weird as hell to think about, honestly? But it's one of the few conclusions he can draw from any of that.]
I don't know for certain, because my memories of that time are strange like that...but I did keep her with me until the very end, apparently, despite the fact that I wouldn't have needed her at that point. I also trusted her with whatever we were doing with that injection, and as I said, I think I was living with her at the time.
And there's also the matter of what I named her; I still don't know what I'm supposed to think, regarding that.