...You kept asking me what I wanted. No one's really taken that into account before - not like that, at any rate. And while a good amount of my hesitation was due to the person that I used to be...honestly, I didn't have any opportunities to make genuine decisions for myself then, either.

But I thought I could be happy with you. That it was something that I wanted. And I wanted to make that decision for myself.

I suppose that's what it comes down to.