...Yes, it has been a bit strange. Part of that is because of the blastia, of course...
[His left hand rests over it for a moment before he catches himself and lowers it.]
But I've also been thinking about just how much things have changed. This time last year was... incredibly difficult. I have a hard time thinking back to it, to be honest. It was all incredibly overwhelming, and I couldn't even imagine being able to look back on it.
[Not to say he didn't think he'd live long enough or anything like that, it was just incredibly hard to look toward the future.]
...I never would have imagined that I'd be married and in a much happier place. It's still a little difficult to consider it, but I'm doing much better than I was last year. I think I'll always have some trouble with the blastia, but I've come a long way since then.
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[His left hand rests over it for a moment before he catches himself and lowers it.]
But I've also been thinking about just how much things have changed. This time last year was... incredibly difficult. I have a hard time thinking back to it, to be honest. It was all incredibly overwhelming, and I couldn't even imagine being able to look back on it.
[Not to say he didn't think he'd live long enough or anything like that, it was just incredibly hard to look toward the future.]
...I never would have imagined that I'd be married and in a much happier place. It's still a little difficult to consider it, but I'm doing much better than I was last year. I think I'll always have some trouble with the blastia, but I've come a long way since then.